Even If You're a Rock!
3oth April,2019
"No matter how hard life goes, Never ever step back, or lose hope. Because I have a firm believe that Failure is actually giving up easily. If you fail, and try again and again, that's not Failing, that's learning. you're still learning. Life is not a child's play that you will get through it easily. Life is a subject with numerous chapters, the initial chapters are easy and as you go further and further they get tougher and tougher. But in this subject it doesn't matter if you like a specific chapter or dislike it, you still have to learn a lesson from it."
- My Dairy.
1st March,2020
I changed my decision! That doesn't mean I was wrong, I'm still on point. But I was applying that on a situation where it is not applicable anymore. I would have done this before but my stubborn heart and hopeful mind didn't let me do so. And you know why?
Take an example of a rock, you pour water on it, nothing will happen. But if you continuously pour water for several days and weeks, or maybe months, it will eventually deshape. I stood like a rock, ready to take risks, trying the same thing over and over again for three years straight. I got sick, really sick, I was depressed, I got weak, so weak that my veins of my hands and feet were easily visible even now.
I felt like stranded on a desert alone, helpless, without anything. I'm stricken, I'm falling, I'm chasing and chasing water, in a hope that I will find it someday, but there's zero probability of water. I lost my real-self, felt like I was fading away. I keep no grudges, no regrets. That's why I took a step back. I feel sometimes that I did wrong but I know who actually I am. What are my desires and my dreams. Not being selfish but my "Self" doesn't exist without my dreams and desires.
Life is not a child's play if you want to see yourself at the peak of success, as your age goes from 16 to 17, 17 to 18, 18 to 19 and so on, You never stay at the same page, at the same level, not just you, your friends too, You both would be at a same page once but pages never remain the same. It is the rule of video games, the more the level, the more hard it is. so is the rule of life. But the capability to learn should remain constant. Hard the Level, Hard the Lesson. So have those guts to step back, never feel afraid to take a step back when things are not working out, One step back can bring more opportunities, more realization, more courage within. If you stay stuck on something that's not for you, you'll eventually ruin yourself, even if you're a rock!
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